Feeling pissed, b**tchy, and bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!

Okay, I guess I'm in one of my "life sucks" phases. Everytime I feel this way I just think I need to die. I'm bored out of my mind with EVERYTHING. I have no life, no close friends, my job completely sucks. I really don't know why I signed up for this crap (Earth) one more time. My coworker pissed me off so much today. People think they can make little snide comments whenever they want and when you curse them out they want to cry. If you can dish it then you better be able to take it. I think I need to have some life altering event happen i.e. I get pregnant with a love child and move out of the f***king country somewhere...maybe to some utopia where people put themselves in others shoes before the diarrhea comes out of there mouths. I'm so sick of people thinking they're better than others period. It's times like these where I slip into all the bad stuff I don't need to be into i.e. spending my time with psycho ex-boyfriends, smoking (I had my first cigarette since 2 years ago) etc., etc., et f***king cetera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course, I can hear my guide screaming at me that the cup is half full. Well, mf you're not down here in this slimy world so no to me it's half friccin' empty!!!!!! And leave me alone with your esoteric bs cuz I don't want to hear it right now!!!!!

So there is no Utopia, Pooh.

I suppose this is not the time to bring up the subject of self reflections and how to make the most of them? Okay, I'll keep my mouth shut and let you have your "Life Sucks!" rant. We'll talk about how to make it better later...in another forum.

Hee, hee...thanks for saving the psychobabble L. Okay, I'm ready to self reflect now.....Ohmmmmmm, ohmmmmmm, ohmmmmm

Good for you! I knew the "butt wipe" reality check would bring you around....

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Im sorry you feel the way you do, I get that way sometimes and I just need to rant to get it over with. I'm curious, what type of job do you have? I'm a hair stylist and even on days when I'm pissed off, irritated and have nothing to look forward to I have to put up this front like everything is peachy and I LOVE my job, LOVE the people I work with, LOVE the person sitting in my chair and am so HAPPY to work the friggin miracle their asking of me. After a while of faking being happy I actually start feeling happy. Then I get to hear about the lives of my clients and the crap they have going on I start to think my life isn't so bad after all. I think if I had a job where I didn't have to come across all smiles all the time like someone who doesn't come in contact with the public I could keep a foul mood going for days on end. That would s**k. Thats why I was wondering what line of work you were in. Anyway, enough rambling, I do hope you are feeling better. we all have those moments so don't despair.

and am so HAPPY to work the friggin miracle their asking of me.

Ha! I had to crack up when I read that line!!!! I know hairdressers must get that one ALL the time!!! Well, I'm a teacher actually, so the kids do make me smile at times. Most times I just have to deal with my funk while it's happening. I hate it when it does happen because then I feel so hopeless about being happy in my job. I mean I spend enough time doing it so I NEED to be happy!! I have to say that my moods don't usually last long but when they do happen I'm miserable. Just this weekend I was depressed about having to go in on Monday and it was Saturday night! Thank goodness summer vacation is in 4 weeks so I don't have long. I'm hoping to change positions next summer. I've been told enough times that change is a comin' so I'm trying to be patient!! Thanks for responding to my post. It's been a while since I wrote this. But anyhow, I'm keeping my head up. And you're exactly right...some people are much worse off than me. I try to keep that in mind when I'm having my moments.

hehe i always though hair dresser bar tender and deli worker here these things all the time..i was a deli worker for sometime i always said deli worker is like a bar tender but without the boose and a pcy without the degree.

having love child and leaving country, actually think would end up making u a bit more frustrated. (not that i see u fristrated now at all)

but dont worry we all get that horrible life sux feeling. I know i do. Sometimes u just need to scream it out and get a hug and go next day. It hard but you seem to actually be doing it just fine. Oh next time you have a good scream about that stuff can i join. Cause i really really would like a screaming buddy. Oh boy alot of time i need a good scream and having a scvrea buddy might brighten things up a bit too. ((hugs))

You feeling better, Poohangel? Teaching is a very stressful job. My sister teaches 4th grade and says the parents can cause more stress than her students!

Yep, I'm feeling better. And yes! The parents will drive you crazy!!!